sometimes, everything runs so fast that you can't catch

super series final 2012, asa nggak rame ya haha

pertama, karena pemain Indonesia yang ikut cuma Tontow Ahmad/Lilyana Natsir sama Muhammad Rijal/Debby Susanto. ganda putra gaada yang masuk

kedua, aneh banget deh pemain top pada nggak masuk delapan besar. mungkin mereka jarang ikut super series kali ya. Cai/Fu masa ga masuk, padahal mereka juara Olimpiade. masih di taun yang sama pula. Cai/Fu masih masuk sih, itupun karena ada yang ngundurin diri

ketiga, kenapa itu pemain pada WDN -______- nggak semua sih emang, tapi jadi mengurangi sedikit persaingan. mulai dari Jang Ye Na/Yoo Yoon Seong, terus Lee Chong Wei. tunggal putra asa nggak rame banget, gaada Lee Chong Wei sama Lin Dan. kenapa Zhang/Zhao ga WDN juga ya? kan lumayan buat Tontowi/Lilyana sama Rijal/Debby haha

tapi, di SS Final taun ini, semoga Rijal/Debby bisa lolos, sampe semifinal deh, alhamdulillah kalo sampe final :) semangat! XD

kenapa setelah kuliah malah galau lagi?

spring, summer, winter, or fall?
I don't even care about it
but, when this september comes, I feel the difference
I don't actually know what it is
but, my heart can feel

there are so many people, but why?
I don't know why, why I'm being so desperate
I hate being like this, just because of the things
I hate become trash, but don't even make a change
I, sometime hate being me
how a trash I am haha

about two days ago, I had tutorial class, fundamental of physics. yah, fortunately, we got a nice lecture haha.

in the middle of the tutorial, he made some humor haha. then, he said, " don't you know? lecture is awesome. more awesome than become a politician. I am a lecture, I will make you all be an engineer, be an intellectual." "why Sir? why don't you be a politician" "why? because I'm really friendly. it's simple, I'm the physician, fisikawan, so I'm really friendly right?" and we all were laughing haha. then he said, " I'm not the politician, politikus, I'm not a mouse anymore haha.

then, he gave us the more explanation.

" do you know? I'm physician. physician will lead this world into peaceful. why? because we learn dynamics fluid. we learn how it works to be coffee-milk. this mix is really taste, right? we can feel how is the taste of not only coffee, but also the milk. we make a mix, but we don't fight each other. we solve the problems. we mix, and we win together. not like politician in this country. they make a mix, but they actually don't. they made some problems secretly, then they come like an angel to solve the problems they've made themselves. finally, they can act like the patriot, but actually they don't. so, I really hope, when you all become the government, you won't forget this physics lesson, don't forget about dynamic fluid, so we'll make a better life!"

Mr. Wahyu from Physics department. thanks a lot! haha :D

Aku, kamu, atau dia?
Apa makna semua ini?
Aku tak sanggup menjawab keraguan
Tak sanggup menepis iri
Kukira sudah palung terdalam
Menengok kanan kiri, ternyata lebih curam
Diam-diam aku mengumpat diri

Detik-detik pertama, rasanya masih sakit
Sepuluh detik kemudian, mataku sudah merah
Bahkan hanya untuk berjalan di depannya
'Cukup curam, sangat bahkan'
Tapi, kini, setelah sekian ratus detik berlalu,
Semuanya baik-baik saja, wow

Kukira, dunia teramat kejam
Em, memang sih
Tapi, yah, setelah hujan, ada pelangi bukan?
Aku mengerti, yang kemarin itu,,
Hanya hujan rintik-rintik
Dan aku dalam masa penantian menunggu badai
Tapi, anggaplah sekarang ini
Aku sedang melihat sebentar
Pelangi setelah hujan rintik-rintik

Biar hujan menghujam tubuhku
Bukankah selanjutnya, bulan dan matahari kan menyinariku?
Meski badai menghantam jiwaku
Bukan badai pasti berlalu?
Bahkan jika hujan salju menumpuk diatas kepalaku
Bukan salju kan mencair?
Dan aku kan menunggu matahari menghangatkan diriku
Seutuhnya

like the title, I miss writing my opinion, yeah, though I know, all those I could write were only trash haha.

Ya, you can laugh at me now. I didn't update this blog just because I can't update through my cell-phone, and I'm too lazy to use the laptop haha.

Emm, these three weeks were everything. there are so many things happened haha. ya, I don't know what must I write. I want to share, but not in this post haha.

really, I just wanna tell you that I miss make a trash in this blog haha