I once wrote this:
So please treasure the affection I give while I do 😊. Since I will care nothing about you when you take it for granted.
Kemudian akhir-akhir ini menyadari bahwa, ya, aku sedang di fase itu. Lelah menjadi people pleaser dan lelah menjadi 'baik'. Rasanya baru kali ini benar-benar merasakan seenggan itu membalas tegur sapa orang lain.
Lelah. Benar-benar lelah.
I want to give it up. No longer people pleaser. No more about people, but me. I want to make myself happy.
I hope there will be a time when I'm proudly saying "My happiness is not depend on you, but me. Just me".
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